Thursday, June 28, 2007

Ramen @ Ichiban Sushi

Today 27/06/07... broke my own record haha... broke my record in 2.4 km run sia... 1st time get 14 mins... i know i still fail... but at least i am improving... last time i run is like 20 mins ? or 18 mins... forget le... anyway... today woke-up @ around 1pm... dunno why feel so tired lor... then my best friend JC sms me dun be late... wahliao... i late 3 times dose not meant that i gonna be late aways mah... i got reason one you know... haha... i know JC de la... he very good one... learned a-lot of things from him lor... haiz.... JC... thanks for pushing me forward... really happy to know you... you are just the person whom i am finding since i was young ??? yep since young i was finding someone to train with me on running... and finally found you le... haha... =]

After the run... it's around 3.30pm ? we went to CWP to eat breakfast/lunch haha... 2 meals @ 1 time... yep that's what we 2 normally does lol... after i brought the muscle ache spray... i decided to go eat at Ichiban Sushi because got promotion mah... what $5 get rice + ramen + dumpling... add another $3 get to pick a side order and a drink ( tea or coke )... lol... i ordered Chasu Shoyu Ramen set... and JC ordered dunno what... forget le... yep we add another $3 also... he get the chawanmushi + coke for the side-dish as i get the tori chicken + coke for the side-dish of mine... the rice is ok... like plain fried rice... but the ramen... really CANNOT MAKE IT.

First... the soup was not hot enough... then the soup also too salty... wah-liao.. the chef add too much soya sauce is it... -.-... then comes the noodle... just like the instant noodle lor... sad.... so i hope that the egg and the piece of shoyu can make it... but makes me more disappointing lor... the egg over cooked.... the piece of shoyu damm small lor... wahliao... i did rather go to the one @ Orchard plaza there and spent $12 on a Super nice Shoyu ramen lor... waste money... but nvm la.. the tori chicken i ordered as side-dish is worth a while la... not bad... not bad... it cost also $5.20 ( if i am not wrong ) on al la carte... which means separate order... really... Ichiban Sushi ... really think the sushi is better lor... haha find 1 day go eat sushi... the rest all sux... not worth the try or your money man... haha.... after we eat liao we went walk around CWP then go home le... i went to bath then sleep liao because dunno why today felt so tired... like all my energy had been drained because of the running... normally i after run liao still got energy to play comp. game till late night lor... but today... bleahx... now just woke-up... haha... anyway.. take care brothers... loving you aways =]


Shot with RAZRV3x at 2007-06-27
Here's the set i ordered...


Shot with RAZRV3x at 2007-06-27
Here's the receipt

ALL THE BEST TO YOU BROTHER !!!
James™
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Friday, June 22, 2007

Random

Today's title is random... totally random... dunno what to put as title... so random... bleahx... hmm... today starts at around 5am or maybe 4am for me... dammit i hate that moment... don't know why out of a sudden... my usual dreams was wiped... just like 2am - 4am is a nice dream... then suddenly all whip out... for a few moment my brain become blank... what i can see is only white... yes... nothing but WHITE... and i don't know why i felt the cold creeping from my legs upwards... just like my dead brother's soul/spirit was to going to hug me ? or maybe trying to kill me so that i can see him in the ghost realm... the first person that came to my mind was you, Yong Han... i still remember i tried all my very strength just to call out your name... and guess what... i did called out your name lots of time and i woke up breathing heavily like i had just finished running... and wonder what happened if i didn't called you, Yong Han... maybe i would be dead this morning at 5am or so... because i know that my heart starts to beat slower and slower when i felt the cold...

Before i slept yesterday... i was talking to myself that if my small brother is not dead during birth... i will surely love him a lot more then the current elder brother i had... if my younger brother is not dead... he should be around secondary 1 ( 13 years old ) or secondary 2 ( 14 years old ) this year... thinking back... if my younger brother still there... i could had spent most of my time with him no matter how stress or down or even exam is coming... as i love him the most... not like my elder brother... dun talk about my elder brother le...
I promise to you, my younger brother, that after my death... i will come find you... and most important of all thanks for protecting me all along whenever i am in trouble... i know you were there since i was 5 years old... had the feeling that someone is aways beside me, protecting me from any harm that could cause my death... i only had to confirm that you ( my younger brother ) exist when i asked our mum... because she said... if you are not dead during birth... i will be 2nd brother le... and our mum almost died when you are dead that time maybe you trying to get her ba... but if she's dead... who would take care of our elder brother and me ???
She's a great mum i had to admit... i am sorry that you can't felt that... not like our dad... he's way to bad to even have words to describe him... I hate him since i was 5... please do protect our mum too like you had protected me since i was young... after my death i will take care of you... my younger brother...

I guess when i woke-up... my mum knows because she came to my room quickly and asked what happened ? why are you screaming out Yong Han this name ??? do you want a cup of water ??? ... for a short moment... i tried to catch my breath as i was like out of breath or something... and i told my mum that... nothing had happened... yes i do like a cup of water... thanks... mum... she went to the kitchen to get me a cup of water then off to work she goes... thanks mum again for caring me so much... then after that i tried to sleep till around 12pm or so... but was woke up by the noise that my neighbour was doing... so i just on com. and played a few rounds of C&C 3 with Ming... till almost 3pm then i meet Jin Cai to go run... lol i was late because i felt lazy today tho... lazy ar !!!... dunno why... lol... but i still went for the run with Jin Cai... anyway thanks Jin Cai for pushing and run with me... i am so touched...=] it feels great to have you as my friend Jin Cai...

After the run... i was suppose to go to Wei Ming's house to play Basketball de... but dunno why lazy this bug was so fat today that i felt even lazy to go to his house to play Basketball lor... haiz... i so bad lol... normally i won't so lazy one lor.. lol but dunno what happened... bleahx... so i went home, took a bath, on com. again to play game till now lor.. almost 7pm ba... planned what to do ahead but... aways turned out that it cannot be true... suppose to work tomorrow and go eat Ken House Ramen this Sunday de lor... but Sebas cannot said he was banned from going out sia... so i think YH also not going lor... oh well this Sunday... be it alone or with another person... i will go there to eat...
I left around (15 more days + 6 days for oversea trip) to spent before i go in NS lor... so no point making myself sad rite... which is why i am aways smiling no matter how worst the things can be... but sometimes i just break-down as it was too heavy for me to carry... so from a smiling face ---> crying was no surprise to those who know me long time... till then i think i take a nap... tomorrow work le... stupid 1 day work like i am a extra just because there not enough people... but oh well... for fun i guess and to know more people... hope so... haha... till then nite nitez...

Here's the picture for today:



Know what 's the meaning of this picture ? it meant: " Behind every happy face... there's a sad story... "

I ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR EXISTENCE MY YOUNGER BROTHER
James™
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Chalet by Jojojooooel

Hey all... sorry past few days no energy to blog ar... lol... anyway... last Friday went to chalet @ Downtown East till Sunday... this is a summery of what happened during Friday:

- Woke-up late
- Joel say meet 1.30pm at Wild Wild Wet entrance
- Seeing that i late, took taxi which cost me $14.50 from Marsiling to Downtown East
- Pocket no $$$
- Reached there at around 1.20pm
- Wait for 1 whole hour
- Dammed pissed-off
- Decided to call YH
- After 4 miss call he finally pick up my call
- Asked Joel to be on the line
- Tell him that i reach there ages ago but didn't see him
- He come and find me
- Bring me to the chalet
- Went to eXcape theme park
- Played all the rides
- When back chalet Hungry
- Some ordered pizza, mi ,YH and Sebas went to kopitiam eat
- Went back chalet sleep
- Tell YH & Sebas to wake-up @ 3am just to talk
- Sweet dreamz

That's what happened during e First day
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Things that happened on e Second day

- Wake-up at 3am went to the hall area because too cold
- Wait for YH & Sebas to wake-up till i fell asleep on the hall
- Sebas wake-up at 4am and joined me at the hall
- Asked Sebas to wake YH up but he sleep like pig
- Went exploring around the chalet
- Back at chalet at around 7am
- Dunno why all wake-up
- Me went to sleep and ask YH to wake me up at 9.30am
- End up the Hong guy wake me at 9.45am because he remember i need to go somewhere
- YH is no where to be seen
- Damm tu lan and call him with Hong's hp
- Ask him come back quickly as i gonna be late
- He rush back with Sebas
- Wait for him till 10.15am
- Went to take train to the restaurant
- Reach there around 11.20am
- Lucky haven't start yet
- Then know that it is 11.30am start...
- Eat 8 dish of very expensive food
- Went home to take new clothes
- On the way talked alot of things
- I break down aka cried when reaching Marsiling MRT
- Stupid YH never even say sorry, thought that his mouth sticked with super glue
- Ran home and had a quick bath and packed new clothes
- When to the BBQ
- I think that YH told them that i not going lor
- But i got go leah haha
- Brought voldka on the way back to chalet
- Joined them in the BBQ
- All the girls went back
- Felt hungry in the middle of e night and then wanna go eat but that pig ( YH ) still sleeping
- I continued sleeping

The following day...

- Wake-up at 4am just to eat breakfast ? lol ?
- I had forgive YH but i hope his mind had aready "wake-up"
- Talked to many people to get information on his classmates and YH
- Found out Shawn got outcast in their class lol...
- Heard many interesting things that YH did at school lol ...
- When sleeping again
- Talk-cock, sing-song... but no play majong haha...
- Check-out at 11pm
- Went to the chalet HQ there and wait for dunno what
- Gave YH my "sign" of saying "Never forget you, Brother !"
- Walk to Pasir Ris to take taxi home
- Home Sweet Home !!!

And Now for the Pics... A picture speaks a thousand words haha... enjoy...



All the girls + me... at the bottom haha...



Yong Han, Sebas and Issac

MY DAYS ARE COUNTING !!!
James™
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Start of Trainning

Yo All... haha... i know la... no people read my post de also... haha... so today is just another day... Planned today fully liao... the plan is, morning run---> tennis ---> gym ---> hot steam ---> home but end up only go run...

Woke up at around 1pm because yesterday very late sleep... haha... woke up at 1pm also partly because i wanna run and JC ask me dun late de... haha... then i wake-up go prepare for the run... hey it's good to have someone run with you... if i run alone i no motivation to run de lor... that's why i so fat haha. yep we meet 2pm @ Marsiling MRT to run at stadium... He ask me out to go at around 1.45pm lor... because he reach liao... then we went to run at the stadium.



Oh ya... before we start running ie saw Guan Ming at the stadium also... he finished work-up at gym... i think go running on the tracks is better then running at the gym lor... feel the heat... energy... etc etc... haha... i run for a while then take a rest... then JC and i saw some students from a primary school go there train... haha... they are from athletics i guess... so young start train liao... grow up sure super good... haha... then after running, i decided to ask JC to start running with me on every alt day ( 1 day run 1 day rest ) this plan... and he agreed haha, then JC went to buy a 2nd hand handphone for $90... haha... then we went home... if you are wondering why am i blogging now... it's because yesterday too tired and went to sleep... haha...

Just now i chat with Kit for awhile and i am shocked that he is at Malaysia alone sia... power la... lol... then i told him ( Kit ) alot of things lor... then he said: "Yong Han is not worth your time for lor, if he value you as his best friend or even friend, he won't treat you like this lor "... i try not to acknowledge what he said is true lor... i try hide from the fact that he is true lor... i tired chose not to believe what he said is true but i am just once again cheating to myself... but i this time agree with him... yeah he is not worth my time. i TOTALLY agree with him... but what can i do... i asked, he said: "you had did your best but he still is a A$$ and treat this like to you"... he even said he pity me because of my effort... haiz... i felt so.... how to say... miserable ?... ok la i think i should listen to him then...

Brother, if you are reading this... please do something and don't expect anything to happen to our friendship if you didn't make any step... ar i think i will end now... Bye...


That's Jin Cai my Best Friend

LET'S TRAIN HARD
James™
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Sunday, June 10, 2007

BBQ by Chio Bu..

Haha.... as title said... today ( 9 June ) we had a bbq with Chio Bu... it's very pre-Birthday celebration lor... her Birthday is on the 13 June but she want celebrate now... so... oh well haha...

Today slept till 11.30am... then my mum came to my room disturb me >.< .... wahliao want slack at home till 3pm sleeping also cannot ar... haha... anyway thanks mum for disturbing me or else i can't get to wake-up and watch some episode of Death Note Anime... then watch till 3.30pm i go take train to Woodlands to meet JC lor... btw the bbq is JC tell me one lor... or else i also dunno sia... haha maybe chio bu don't have my hp number ba... haha...

After i met JC at Causeway Point, we went to eat at LJS... man it's such a long time that i didn't eat LJS.... haha.... this Monday or Tuesday i had planned to meet either Wei Ming or my brother Yong Han out to eat "Ya Koon"...that one i didn't ate since the last day of my ITE life lor... that's er... around 4 months ago ?? lol... after that i and JC went to look for his super old SDRAM... lol they didn't sell lor... maybe i and him should go SLS soon ba lol...then after looking for SDRAM, we went to a place but a mug for that chio bu lor... lol... anyway the mug is nice wor... i like the design haha...

Went to Sembarwang beach around 6pm ?? yep around there... we then slack there lor... haha talking, eatting etc etc till around 10pm ?? where most of the chio bu's relative went home liao... wahahha... that's where all the fun begin lor... haha... havoc sia... btw i now then know that chio bu's boyfriend ( Samuel ) and his brother ( Gary ) loves fishing lor... haha... hard to believe Gary is 17 man... he look like 14/15 lor... haha.... anyway after that we take taxi home... so tired now... haiz... wish that i can see my brother Yong Han again... i really miss him T.T



Me, JC and Chio Bu ( infront )



A nice shot by me at the Sembarwang Beach =]


Lying on the harbor,
Listening to the sound of the waves,
Looking at the stars right above me,
Thinking of you, my brother Yong Han.
Tears roll out of my eyes, and i cried.


GOODNIGHT JIN CAI, MISSING YOU BROTHER YONG HAN
James™
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Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Swimming...

Hey... It's me back again... haha... guess i update or no update no-one read de lor... anyway... today's so fun... it all started with me, planning for today's activities... haha... my plan was... go my brother's house ---> go eat lunch ---> go swimming ---> go pool ----> go eat dinner....

hmm and it did went pretty... er... out ??? haha... anyway... reach AMK Mrt station at around 12pm... reach there liao still need take a 30mins walk to reach his house sia.... so reach there 1pm liao lor... along the way get a cone ice-cream ( man it's so long that i didn't get to eat ice-cream ) .... then reach his house liao... he still don't want open door sia... haha... so i flood his handphone with sms lor... lol... end up his dad came back home then open the door.... just nice as he open the door also... pengz... just then, the whole HDB block still changing the water pipes lor... so no water for him lol... so he go with me to the swimming pool... haha...
it's a 20 mins walk from his house lor.... oh ya... we went to eat ramen mee also @ AMK hub... after swimming liao around 4.20pm... ya around that time or 5pm la... dunno la... we went to eat @ Pepper Lunch... this time my brother recommmand me to eat the "Salmon Pepper Rice"... it's not bad lor... with the cheese... yum !

Haha... after that we take a short walk around the neigbourhood...and he brought a VCD... it's Final Fantasy 7 the Movie... lol... cool hor... brother... watch finish liao remember lent me leah.... i think next time you got free time you come over to my house to watch movies ba.... haha... i know how to make popcon de lor... lol... Movie-mania haha... yep after we brought the VCD liao we sat down at a bench and chat for aaaaaaaawhile lor... since the weather is cooling and not much people walk pass also... haha... we talk alot of things lor...

Haha... just a moment a go my real brother asked me want to eat kebab or not... of coz... i said ok la...how can you resist a night snack...lol... now then i know my real bro so caring >.<... dunno how to "hui bao ta" ... haha maybe @ Taiwan treat him something nice ba... haha... till then... i am so tired liao... Bye~~


AWAYES REMEMBER YOU BROTHER
James™
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Saturday, June 2, 2007

Mark of New James v7

Yes... as the title said... today... 2nd June 2007, is the mark of the new James... the old james died in a serious car accident today... so this is the new me... with a whole lot of new mind-set in my mind to think of for this month

A short checklist to think of/do this month:

- What will i do if YH goes the road of "Bad thinking path which i had for the comming 2 years".
- What will i do if YH goes the road of "Good thinking path which i had for the comming 2 years".
- Do the final judegement on which place i stands in YH's heart.
- Find a cure for my "Face" problem... this 3 word is very hard to come out of my mouth : "Please", "Sorry" and "Thank You".
- Plan ahead the 3 colored envelopes "Red, Yellow, White" that i had to do.
- Think of how to "Survive" in the NS
- Seeking more new knowledge from the library
- Strengthen my relationship with YH ( if possible )

Yep it's a long list... and it will take around 1 month to finish all this... if not... well.. i guess i am just another guy lost in this planet...
I had also been useing alot of "Maybe" , "Should I" and "Why" all this words recently... because i am unsure that what will happen...

PS: Yong Han... if you look closely into my eye... you will see this "unsure" feeling inside me... if you get to learnt what had aready teached you the past 1 month or so...

THIS IS THE LAST HOPE FOR YOU. BROTHER
James™
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