Saturday, July 28, 2007

Army Life !!!

Yo Yo... hope you guys miss me... haha... maybe not... since before i went in NS my blog counter is 875... till now only 940+ ... that meant my blog no popular... so what ??? lol i dun care... :]

Woo... today just book-out from my 2 weeks long "holiday" chalet @ Maju camp... haha... song ar... army life so good... morning wake up at 5.30am... just to do morning BT or what you all called morning exercise.... then till 6am we go eat breakfast... then after breakfast... again... exercise... it's either AGR ( Agility Training Thing ) or Strength Training or the Drill March... etc etc... so many thing lol... fun la... kanna push-ups like free like that in camp... everything you did wrong... it's either you tio confinement ( where your weekend cannot go home ) or you tio push-ups... lol...

After all the activities, we we had our lunch at around 11.30am ??? lol super early rite... haha... after the lunch we go for lecture... super tired morning liao still go air-con room listen to lecture sure sleep one lor... then kanna punishment... nbs.... mi kanna lor... write 500 lines of "I will not sleep during lecture from now on till the day i ORD" ... write is nvm... but the time given is wtf lor... by night snack which is around 9.30pm must hand in lor... shit la... lol... but lucky i got helpful section mates aka bunkmates... lol each help me write like 50 can liao lol... btw i got around 10 bunkmates haha.... then after lecture... you know what ??? more exercise... wt...wth lor... zzz haha... then change liao exercise till around 5pm ??

Every-day exercise... dunno why sia... but it's fun la... lol... oh ya... today morning just walked 8clik or should i say 8km with the 50+ kg bag behind me... nbs... + the 3kg SAR 21 ( the rifle )... haha.... leg super tired... super cramp... sorry ar... really pain wor... haiz... my hand also... do push-ups till blisters... lol... got pic... haha... then after the 8km walk with all the barang barang behind me... we went to back to the bunks... tired and want to sleep... but wait... there's more... the Platoon Seargent ask us to do Area Cleanning + Stand-by-bed... super sian lor... 1 mistake = 5 push-ups... so total we got like 16 errors... so it's 80 push-ups... dammit la... lol... so we complain... why not change to other thing... so we decided to do jumping jacks... but you know what... it's 100 counts of 4... so it's 200 times jumping jacks !!! lol... dunno how... but we did it !!! lol all our legs all cramp cramp liao haha... ok la... now i go gamming le... so long bo game le... maybe later @ night go watch movie... haha... all the best brothers...

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Blisters.... ouch !!!

Last but not least... this is my most favorite Army song...

Title = Training to be Soldiers

Training to be soldiers,
Fight for our land,
Once in our life...
Two years of our time,
Had you ever wondered...
why must we serve,
Because we love our land,
And we want it to be free, to be free... yeah !!

Stand up.... and be on your guard,
Come on everybody... do your part,
Come on everybody.... Soul and Heart....
Do it for our nation, do it for our Singapore... yeah !!!

Looking all around us...
People everywhere...
Children having fun...
While we are holding guns...
Had you ever wondered...
Why must we serve....
Because we love our land...
and we want it to be free to be free... yeah !

WHEN I AM TIRED... I CAN ONLY THINK OF YOU ALL... YOU ALL ARE THE MOTIVATION IN NEEDED TO MOVE ON BROTHERS !!!
James™
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

I'm Not Stupid Too

Hi hi... it's me again... yeah... today's just another day like no other... even tho it is so close to NS... left 2 more days... Haiz... sad.. sad... but what to do... all i wanted is... is for someone to accompany me... hear my thoughts... go crazy with me... for this 2 more days... but... but it seems unreal... everyone is just so busy... my dad never understand me... my mum was busy but i know the reason... my brother had more problems then me.... so left with my brothers...

First brother i turned to is Yong Han... but he seems don't like to go out with me... maybe to him... i am really a bad guy... yeah... just like in the movie: "I'm Not Stupid too" when Tom and his friend joined the gang whom they called them-self as brothers too...

To me... only those whom i found something unique about them, i will call them brothers.... like Yong Han... i found motivation from him... every-time i see him... i had the motivation to move on... he's unique... maybe i might sound like gang leader recruiting "ginnas"... but... if i am a gang leader... why would i be even be here blogging ? i would be killing someone or maybe planning to how to rob a bank without leaving any trace behind...My brain can work at 120% of normal people... so... if i am a gang leader... i will be BEST gang leader... as in i will dominate the whole SG's gang... but i choose not to... because i asked quite a few of the people from age 13 - 40 ... that i am stuck in the line... between "Heaven" and "Hell"... you might wonder what is the theme heaven and hell ... just imagine... you are neutral and there are 2 path for you to choose...

One of them leads you being a bad person... which there i will had tattoos all over your body, steal money, kill people, extort money from people... etc etc...

Another path is, it will lead you being a good person and being a good guy is hard as far as i know...

Majority of the people will say that they want to be a good person, but how good is good... i had to ask them... good till someone drop 2 dollar and didn't know... and you return the 2 dollar to the person ?
So for the minority of the people who said they want to be bad person... i had to ask them the same question again... how bad do they wanted to be... and how bad can they be ?? killing someone ? raping ? extort money ?

Back to the topic... Yes, i asked Yong Han first... you might wonder why i asked Yong Han to join my clan... but i think he rejected... he don't even dare to answer yes in normal tone... maybe i am really is a bad guy to him... Yong Han... if you are reading this... please, if i am a bad person... i will be smoking, i will had tattoos all over my body... but did you found any ?? if i am a bad person... i will talk like Casper... so i think he don't like to mix around with me... he feared me... and i don't know what i did that i made him feared me so much... how can you go out with someone whom you called brother and had communication problem with you ? it will be like... when i talk about something and ask for opinion... he just kept silence, just like in the starting of the movie "I'm not stupid too"... when their parents nag at them... they will just kept silence like they are dumb... I did like someone who challenge with my thoughts... because i wanted someone to proof me wrong... so i can grow also... please... i am not perfect... in-fact nobody is perfect... so i guess Yong Han is out

Second... i turned to Wei Ming... Wei Ming this guy is as far as i know... and i guess the only word that i can use to describe him is sophisticated... yeah he like to think out of the box... maybe not so out... i guess... yep asked him out to eat ramen with me... but he didn't even replied me... so i guess is no... never-mind then... he got his wife/girlfriend to take care of... yes wife/girlfriend is more important then me, who is just a mere above average "best" friend to him... dunno i said correctly or not... if you are reading this Ming... Thank you for guiding me along the way to who i am now when i was just another social-reject during the very first year of the Nitec class... Thank you lots Ming... i can never repay you with anything for that... i guess without you... i will still be a social-reject now.

Last... I turned to Jin Cai.... yep he's unique because he is the determination which i needed... he did run with me this morning in the stadium... no no... not only today... it's every alternate days... he is the person who i am finding to run with me... he is my determination... yep... today went running with him... then run till almost 3.30pm we went to eat @ Swenson... he ordered a Chicken Cutlet + the "SSS" set (which includes a soup of e day, a choice of side dish and a sundae) for $10 and only students can have the offer... while i ordered a Mega Burger + the "SSS" set... the picture is below... after we ate @ the swenson we went to walk around the shopping center to digest what we ate... oh ya... btw we only paied $30+ for it... you know why ?? it's because the person forget to key the 2x "SSS" set haha.... so we had the "SSS" set for free woo... after walking for around 30mins we took train home...

When i reached home... i quickly put down my bag on my bed and get my IC... to rent VCDs from the nearby shop... i rented the 2 movie : "I'm not stupid too" & "Just Follow Law"... yep i had just finished watching "I'm not stupid too" and that movie makes me wanna blog... because i cried in the ending part of the movie... some parts of it is very much real... like when Chen Cai's dad is in the hospital and the auntie who is his dad's friend scolded him and in-fact cried... i also cried at that part... it's... just so real... it's just like what i am doing to my brothers now especially Yong Han... i guess he will not know till i am like Chen Cai's dad, lying on the hospital bed and the days for his death is counting... The friend of the actor Chen Cai's dad said... " He loves you... he loves you till he don't how know to express it out "... i guess that part is very true...

I guess the movie "I'm Not Stupid too" is not fully completed yet... Tom and Chen Cai is still in the gang... i think i had to ask jack neo to finish this part... where Tom and Chen Cai decided to quit the gang and got beaten up and extorted the money from them... as i know if you joined a gang... if you want to quit... it will be a painful thing... because they will want something back...

Anyway, thanks for reading today's super long post... i had finally blogged all my thoughts this few days here... hope i will had a happy though before i went into camp which is on the 13th July 2007 @ 9 am...

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The Mega Burger i am talking about... wahahaha

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Is it dead ??? haha... a cat i found intresting after my run...

THANK YOU BROTHERS WHO HELPED ME LITTLE OR ALOT
James™
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Sunday, July 8, 2007

Thinking back...

Today, woke-up with the a headache and a fever... haiz.. dunno what happened wor... and before i continue... i had to say that today i expect something "great" that will happen or someone to ask me out to take a walk or so... so as to lighten my mood for awhile because of the enlistment that is so close... The reason that i sian is because, the closer to the date of enlistment which is on the 13th July... the more sian i getting... what-the-hell is wrong with me... what happened to all my "excitement" of going in NS... why suddenly it disappear... i need that... haiz... how can i get it back brother... i am so mentally ill now... dunno for what reason... maybe i thinking too much ba... but what really is "think too much" and "think too little" ?? can anyone define for me...

Yesterday my cousin (younger one) who came to my house for 2 days for the wedding dinner... did change my mood for awhile... he did kept me happy tho... like making funny jokes and those lame acts... thank you for making me happy for a moment... i like your funny jokes... even tho i had heard before the last 2 years or so... you are like my younger brother every-time when you come to my house... =]

As i said before... not many of the people i know ( including my relatives ) can be in my "special circle of friends" who i called them Brothers... currently only had 4 of them... and i am not going to name them out... you find out yourself ba... if you wanna know... because they are special to me doesn't meant the person will be special to you... haha..

Yep as today go by with the headache on my head... and a fever... i feeling so "down" ??? maybe i am emo. as some of my brother said that i am... i think i had to agree ba... today... as i said... i assume something great or someone will call me out... never-mind if it's just for a meal with me, just to go buy something or even just to go window shopping... i will be happy to be with someone that is my friend... not necessary be one of my brother... just fill me up for this remaining 4 days with activities please... at least make me feel that i am not alone in this world...

Time fly so fast... still remember... that day (which is around June) where i made a promise to the special someone that i will have a 5 star buffet dinner with that him... Maybe i'm not special to him but it's ok... Brought a Nike bag and a Slim-Fit shirt for him... from my Taiwan and Hong Kong trip...
... if you wonder what i had brought from the trip... i will list them out:

- 1 x Nike Trainer Bag
- 1 x Nike Slim-Fit T-shirt
- 1 x super cool Nike Bag
- 2 x Nike Water Bottle [ one of them is already sold out in S'pore ]
- 2 x unique key chain
- Alot of Mochi (those soft soft chewy thing)

I think that's all... maybe more but i didn't list them...

Just now just went forum for some help... but they advice (?) me to "make full use of the next few days and relax?" but how ???... first of all... i fell sick on the day that i hope i didn't... Thinking back of all the happy moments i had... i really miss those days... and it's been so long that i didn't been so down before... what to do... anyone can tell me ??? it's getting late le... tomorrow got running with one of my brother......dunno i should be happy (?) or what... bleahx maybe i am crazy... Yong Han... where are you when i needed you sad_sad....

LOOKING FORWARD FOR THE NEXT HAPPY MOMENT
James™
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