Yes... as the title said... today... 2nd June 2007, is the mark of the new James... the old james died in a serious car accident today... so this is the new me... with a whole lot of new mind-set in my mind to think of for this month
A short checklist to think of/do this month:
- What will i do if YH goes the road of "Bad thinking path which i had for the comming 2 years".
- What will i do if YH goes the road of "Good thinking path which i had for the comming 2 years".
- Do the final judegement on which place i stands in YH's heart.
- Find a cure for my "Face" problem... this 3 word is very hard to come out of my mouth : "Please", "Sorry" and "Thank You".
- Plan ahead the 3 colored envelopes "Red, Yellow, White" that i had to do.
- Think of how to "Survive" in the NS
- Seeking more new knowledge from the library
- Strengthen my relationship with YH ( if possible )
Yep it's a long list... and it will take around 1 month to finish all this... if not... well.. i guess i am just another guy lost in this planet...
I had also been useing alot of "Maybe" , "Should I" and "Why" all this words recently... because i am unsure that what will happen...
PS: Yong Han... if you look closely into my eye... you will see this "unsure" feeling inside me... if you get to learnt what had aready teached you the past 1 month or so...
THIS IS THE LAST HOPE FOR YOU. BROTHER
James™
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