Happy Birthday... Mine and Gerald
Happy Birthday !!! i know i should be excited but then... i just don't feel the atmosphere anymore le... i'm now 1 year older... It had been a rough ride for me this few years... both good and sad memories to be kept ...
First and foremost, Happy Birthday Gerald, my 3 years and 2 days younger brother ! which is on the 6th December ! Been to his 1st ever Birthday BBQ party ( i assume ) which he only invited a few of his closest friend... we hand been through a-lot together brother, really a-lot... we shared our ups and downs together. I have to say that i'm really fortunate to have a friend like you, I had known you for around 3 years or more and you will never fail to be there for me even though your busy with your work.
Trust me Gerald, whenever you called me for an listening ear or just go out to have a dinner, no matter how busy I am or how packed is my schedule is, i will make myself free for you no matter how important it is or even if it will cost me my job, I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU. I will not be like YH, who don't care who really put in their heart and soul into building this thing called "friendship". He can say is seasonal friend, or even i can categorize him as friends who don't really bother about the thing called "friendship".
To be honest Gerald ( if your reading this ), I and kind of jealous that you had so many birthday presents given to you that day, seeing you tare through the presents... but at the same time I'm happy for you as i always take your birthday party as mine, so i won't feel so....sad.
I am also having a bad headache a few days ago till now, maybe it's the exam period which i'm having now, maybe i am not resting well enough... or maybe i just put too much hope on YH that he will really value this "friendship"...
You know blog, "friendship" this "thing" is just like a delicate piece paper, a big big piece of paper you know... whatever time we spent together, it is written down on that piece of paper... sure enough you might need some "space" or "isolation time" to space out the writing, so that it's somehow "unique" and won't get "bored"...
I learn from the internet that - " People Change, but Memories Don't " which i agree with what it is and what it meant...
Anyway It's time for me to go get some sleep - yeah i know, i had taken an afternoon nap around 1pm and another nap at 4pm to 6pm how could i be tired... - well i'm mentally tired not physically tho... so yeah time to go sleep...
Last but not least, I do hope you will get a stable job soon Gerald and i do hope i could help you in any ways.
Finally... HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Myself !
Song for today: 【那些年，我們一起追的女孩】
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HBTMAG- Happy Birthday to Myself and Gerald !
James™
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