Hi blog, it's been awhile since i do any update on you le... for a start, i will change this blog skin...
yeah yeah, i know blogging is kind of outdated. But then, i guess this blog is like... my own diary or should i say journal ( i could still remember during sec 2, i was involuntary joined some team-building activity and i was told to write journal of our daily task ).
You should be wondering what happened... what happened in this 2 years that i didn't update my blog... well all i can say is just.... this 2 years had been a rough ride for me... very rough... from emotional distress to physical injury. But then, i will always remember that... there is someone there, right there for me... it's my best brother Gerald... without him, i think i would probably be dead... Along the way there's songs that saved my life too and of coz the song "This Song Saved My Life - Simple Plan" - tagged below
Cried so many time.. it's so pain and only thing for me to relieve is to cry. Been running till i totally - i meant totally extinguished my energy, my way of keeping myself numb and away from my stupid thoughts.
This past 2 years i been through so many sh!t, opened my eyes to so many things... did quite some achievement too, 3 medals for running marathon, and 1 medal - silver for inter-class competition Now, it's 3rd December 2012... i hope it's time for me to "bite the bullet" and endure the most gruesome phase of my life. I wonder what's installed for me, but i do know that I had faith on myself that i will overcome any obstacles.
As for today I suppose did a stupid move... maybe i don't understand my friends well enough, Maybe... Maybe... I'm just not good enough for anyone, friends like ZT which he promised to help me get through my studies, didn't went well. People like Jin Cai - someone who changed a part of my life, became someone totally different from the person i know... what about Alvin you might ask, i got no comments for him...
I still do remember, memories both good and bad ones... times where i cried out so hard that my mum came in and asked me what happened, in which i did say i'm just... need some private time please... where my mum said, OK.. and left my room...
Good ones like... like how i managed to solved a problem with myself, in which i'm also surprised that i can solve it without anyone's help... times like i found out my body fat % had dropped from 26% to 18%...
I'm also happy that i had solved the Smart Object Technology aka SOT homework Practical 6 myself... the feeling is like... me telling myself, Wow James ! you did it all by yourself ! the device can sent to the database and forwarded to ThingSpeak to generate graph !! haha...
by-the-way my B'day is coming !!! anyone free... no one ?... oh well...
I think i should go get some sleep tonight le... It's 3am and i'm still awake... well song for today is on this post... so there izzen't any haha :)
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HIMTRCTA- Hope I Made The Right Choice This Afternoon
James™
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